| wOOOOOAH!! Chris is actually putting something in his XANGA. CRAZY!!! Anyways, all I wanted to say is that I have been frusturated with something lately and I dont know what to do about it. It is very bothersome. Mk kiddos until the next month have a lovely day! |
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| Prom rocked ass and I had a great time. Thank you bekah for making it so super cool. Hopefully everyone elses prom went as awesome as mine. Later.. |
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| Mom...mind your own business.....I mean it, why do you think rachel got so pissed off at you? Do you really want that to happen again? |
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| How frusterating...I dont even know who still reads this anymore but lately I have been bothered. This whole prom problem is really frusterating cus Maurine just cant seem to understand why I am so uncomfortable going with her to prom. She is with ***** now and ti just makes sense for her to go with him if she says she likes him. Our whole group was a bunch of couples and that makes it weird for me cus while everyone else is all lovey dovey and touchey it wont be like that with Maurine and me. We arent together anymore so it cant and shouldnt be that way, especially considering her attraction to *****. I personally think tis better we dont go together cus we have been together for almost all of highschool and I think it better that we do something different for a change instead of staying in the same rut. Oh..... and I didnt not go with maurine just because I wanted to go with another person. THAT WAS NOT MY REASONING!!!! Get that through yer head! If that was my reasoning months ago when I knew a certain someone wanted to go with me I would have told maurine no and then gone with the other person. Also I have known that bekah didnt have a date for prom for like a month and if my sole reasoning for not going with maurine was I just wanted to go with bekah instead of maurine then I would have told maurine I dont want to go with her a month ago. I wish that she could understand...and she will have fun. At least I hope so. I will not allow myself to be quite and just do what maurine wants because I did that for almost 3 years. I just kept my mouth shut for the most part when I thought anything at all. I didnt say anything cus I didnt want to piss maurine off. As soon as I started to actually speak up for myself maurine just thought I was different and changing. That had nothing to do with it, I just finally voiced my opinion. NOW especially since we arent going out I see it all the more reason to say or do what I want because I'm not obligated to just keep my mouth shut. So yes Maurine I do know that you wont understand my reasoning and you are going to hate me and all of that shit butI didnt just do this to piss you off or just cus I wanted to go with somebody else. So hate me if you wish but I dont regret doing it. You have somebody else in your life now so go be happy with that. Oh and on a side note the heat is INTENSE today....toodles |
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